The Mind Of A Daydreamer

Why do we like to read? Why do we like to write? The question roams in my mind a lot. It has a simple answer really. We, the modern day children are seekers. We seek, excitement. We seek people who have same interests as us. We seek the people, that does not weird us out, and the people whom we don’t creep out. We seek a place of belonging. We seek approval, and you might deny this in your mind like “pffft. İ don’t give a shilling” but you know it yourself, you do, and that’s okay cause we all do seek approval of the opinions we value. We watch horror movies, to feel the fear and excitement. And we watch comedies and talk shows to laugh. The ones who want to live something different plays games and the ones who want a bit more than that goes after extreme sports, like bungee jumping and so forth. In the core, we all doing this for same thing really. To feel...Something. Doesn’t it get you? Our current world, feels rather a little numb. The relations we have, carries a wall in...

So why the hell I signed up for this? It wasn’t me I swear, the person responsible of throwing me into this blogging world, which will be kept hidden in case people start hating me and accuse this being for unleashing the demon from the astral plane into our fragile world, she will be named as The Shroom lady, so at least she knows herself. No, she is not a shroom dealer or something, and name doesn’t have any relation to anything she says or does. I honestly don’t remember why did I start calling her that but I remember there was a perfect moment that gave the perfect reason to do so, however my memory span being familiar to Dory’s (from Nemo, the animation movie obviously) I really cannot keep information for too long. There’s still something right about that nickname that fits well however...Smurfs maybe? She’s generally optimistic and sounds like she lives in a whole other miniature hidden world of her own and probably you can only see her or speak to her if you have been nice (...

I have never done this before, I am sure I will be just babbling to myself, but guess there’s no harm trying new things once in a while. Well, here we go. I have a game project to finish, a thesis to study, a language to learn, a princess to save, a dragon to slay some almond cookies to bake and probably many other things I forgot about as usual, yet I’m using this wonderful not-really-free but-free time on writing this. Why? Probably because I’m bored and possibly anything else I would do (including slaying dragon and saving princesses) would be too  useful for my existence anyway. Language? Bleh already studied French and German can I speak? No. Project? I work much better under the overwhelming pressure of the mysterious dark stalker called due date. Call me procrastinator, I am in such a level of procrastination that calling me that sounds actually as a compliment. Cookies? better get fat by laziness than eating I guess. The latter makes it faster. So here I am, babblin...